Seriously, I have no friends. I somewhat like it that way, but then again not really. I like being independent and being on my own and not having anyone get in my way….but their is a need for some social interaction. I don’t have hardly any legit friends. I always have to drive over there, pick them up and go some place. I never get to meet anyone anywhere and then we part our ways whenever we are done. I hate doing that all the time! Gas is so damn expensive! I don’t know if what im asking for is too much, but I need someone who is willing to meet me half way. I can’t do the full 100 and you do nothing. That’s also why I don’t have as many friends anymore. People are just getting shittier and shittier! I also have a problem with people that are immature, stupid and inconsiderate. I do like to have fun and act silly at times, but I know when to act my age. I would actually like to have an intellectual conversation with someone. As far as being stupid, that’s pretty much self explanatory. Being inconsiderate on the other hand is not acceptable at all. Just be considerate of other peoples feelings. Aside from all that, another thing that really pisses me off is people that smoke weed all the fucking time. I understand for some people it’s a stress reliever, it mellows you out, you have body aches and pains. I get that! What I don’t get is why some people feel the need to post pictures of it on instagram, Facebook, twitter any any other social media. Especially when you post pictures of yourself smoking. You know jobs look at things like that right? Like I said, I don’t care if you smoke, it doesn’t bother me as long as you don’t smoke around me and try to force me to smoke. But if you post nothing but weed pictures and talk only about getting high, that’s really pathetic. I am almost 20 years old, I need more productive people in my life. People that actually want to go out and do things, have conversations about day to day life, future careers and our futures! I don’t need someone in my life that wants to drag me down, someone that will use me and make me feel like shit! I want friends that actually decent human beings. Is that too much to ask for?
Negative calorie foods are foods that require more energy to digest than the food contains. Yes, it would be impossible to consume enough of these foods for them to be effective in losing weight. BUT! Since digesting them burns more calories than what is in the food, you don’t have to worry about…
So, the wedding planning is going great so far. Hopefully going to hobby lobby to buy some decorative stuff. We have decided to do some fun Halloween finger foods and splurge a little on a candy buffet! :-)so excited!
I love bright eyeshadow! Screw neutrals.
I am very anxious about coming home. When I get home that means I have to study more to take my state boards. I am very apprehensive about it because I am not as focused as I should be. I have a lot going on. Im still trying to deal and cope with my fiance being out of town for almost a whole month at a time. We’ve never been separated for this amount of time the whole entire time we have been together, which has been 807 days. I am trying to stay focused on this as much as I can. Don’t vet me wrong, I absolutely love doing nails. It’s just extremely hard because if and when I pass and get my nail technician license, I can’t hug Travis. I can’t celebrate with him. I can only call or text him depending on if he is off work or not. This has been a really hard and stressful couple of months. I am trying to get used to him being gone for months at a time with only a few days I get to see him in between. But I honestly can say, I am never going to get used to it. I just needed to rant for a bit. I am trying to stay strong, I am not only doing this for me. I am doing this for him as well. I am going to try to stay positive so I can ace my written and practical exams. I am doing this so I can get a job, save up as much money as possible. He is trying to save as much money as possible, so we can save up for a house. So we can save up for our dream wedding. I am going to try to stay strong.
I haven’t been on here in forever. I am thinking about only doing makeup looks on here. If I upload anything, it will only be related to makeup :D I need to start taking more pictures of my work, so I can start somewhat of a portfolio. If you have any requests, on what type of makeup look you want me to do, then please let me know. If you want it to be bright, neutral, glittery. Just let me know and I will work on it as soon as I see the post.
Just got my engagement and wedding ring today! I put my wedding ring in a safe place for now!
My Kitty miss whiskers had 3 little kittens yesterday morning. They are so precious!